Yikes! summer has turned me into a morning kitten. Sleeping in the morning, and drowsy at night. I'm half nocturnal now, without the help of super night vision... though my contacts are getting dry and falling out of my eyes. I wonder if all this unscheduled slacking, relaxing, chilling, dreaming is pseudo-productive. ( ever since i learned pseudo... i've been trying to apply it everywhere) such a dork... Umm... i pretty much watched all the movies that came out on theatre- that i wanted to watch. Julie and Julia was so adorable, and inspiring. This is literally the first time i saw Meryl Streep in a main role since the Devil Wears Prada. Two completely different roles. OF course, i've heard plenty of hype about Merlyl Streep, she's a incredible good actress. But i wonder what she's like off screen. I haven't seen any of her interviews, so right now my impression of her.... well, it's hard to put a label on her. I think she's just very "individualistic'.. but really, i just can't put her aside from that airy accent she did as Julia Child in the movie.

Holly cow! I just watched her on Ellen. She looks so different! Ok... this woman can act damn good. Anyway GO WATCH THE MOVIE! go watch it with a friend, with your boyfriend or girlfriend. IT's actually a VERY good movie to go watch on a date.

Alright... more on me. did i finish that portfolio i blogged about the first time.?... no... LOL. But i'm thinking of staying at my college and double majoring either in art and econ or art and philosophy or art and english. Yes, i'm not willing to let go of art. I think i'm old enough to make my own decisions, shall these decisions be made upon me. I am in control! THIS IS MY HOUSE! MY HOUSE! *cry* (if you haven't watched tina fey in 30s rock, go watch it). I just think that i shouldn't leave things unfinished, or my degree unkept. Going to art school is great, but for me it's also a gamble... money and personal investment. Jesus Christ! I don't even have enough money to buy photoshop equipment. Student life... is definitely not glamourous. =L AKA... college life....AKA.... too much ramen... AKA... i need a job.

well, i guess this is enough for a night. i'm getting tired. please comment... feel free to give me some advice... i need some

- sujamie